First Impressions of Good Looking

So, as you have probably guessed, I am married to GoodLooking (no that is not his real name as that is how I like things on this public journal of my thoughts) .  All marriages have to start somewhere right?!

 ::31January2007::

[GoodLooking] (insert real name): In my intro to Drama class at 10 AM and English 102 at 11 AM.  He's cute, tall, back from a mission in Scotland, nice glasses, spiritual, funny, smart, stylish, good family size, probably likes to shop.  We were talking in English.  I told him that now, on weekends, the latest I work is 6 PM.  Pe promptly said "I'll ask you on a date"  I hope it's not a pity date.

(you can tell from this journal entry the things I thought most important.  I had been to many a YW activity to make such a list and I knew what my priorities were)

::11February2007::

He makes me so nervous and it drives me BONKERS.  I saw him tonight after the fireside and we were talking... More like he was talking and I was allowing words to come out of my mouth.  I don't even know what to say.  I want to cry but that wouldn't make sense.

(I was so silly back then)

::19February2007::

I could be getting married sooner than I plan on.

(MAN, I am such a girl)

::12March2007::

Today, he asked me how much I like him. I said A LOT.  Then, for the second time he asked what I would say if he proposed?

Arizona Sun:: Did you ask my dad?

GoodLooking:: What if I already did?

Arizona Sun:: but you didn't

Then I was frightened...  I don't know what scared me more; the idea that I might get married real soon or the fact that I like him so much that I wanted to look him in the eyes and say "Yeah OK"

He wants to spend the whole summer EFYing though... I don't know!!

 I THINK I LOVE HIM...

::14March2007::

I'm starting to think more and more that "like" doesn't explain the way I feel but that "love" is too soon so... "I somewhere between like and love [GoodLooking]." <3

::15March2007::

Over spring break he "actually missed me" and he was thinking a lot and praying and reading and he said he loves me.... I said "that sounds pretty much amazing"

::17March2007::

Falling in love was not in the "to do"list. 

::7April2007::

I went to the Family Easter picnic.  Small Parcel and I found some gross stinky water.  In the truck on the way up, GoodLookings mother said "GoodLooking told me you found a beautiful ring".  As the skin melted off my body and my eyes popped out I responded.

I was thinking "I haven't even told MY mother what it looks like and you're already talking to me about it?! No!...

(((later in journal entry) of course I am not typing out the whole entry))

Sometimes, he says things that I am amazed at.  They must come from books.

::28April2007::

I can't handle the excitement!

IM ENGAGED TO [GOODLOOKING'S FULL NAME]

(and that means to be married!)

...To Be Continued...