reflection..

isn't he handsome!!!!!!!!!

Goodlooking and I had a "Barbie Q" at the park.  On the grill is Juicy Lucies, Spinach Mozzarella brauts, and baked beans.
DELICIOUS!

I am really excited to start school on the 29th.  Not so much for the actual putting on my backpack and heading out the door to microcomputers but for the possibility that I might get really hard homework and have something to do and something real to stress about like a test.  I hate all the time I have to sit and think about how badly I want to be anywhere but here.  Yeah we have a nice apartment and Goodlooking has an AMAZING job with GREAT perks like everyother  Friday off and getting off at 4 and all the time off that he gets (not to mention the great benefits like health, vision, and dental at an unheard of price).

What am I talking about?!  Am I an idiot for not wanting to be here with the nasty bugs that I have never seen or heard of? For hating the debilitating humidity that I have never felt? For missing family and everything that they get to do together ?  

YES!

I love the beautiful colors and how now it is starting to cool off and on our runs, I find bushes on fire with colors of fall.  Bright reds and golden yellows!!

I don't HAVE to work (though I want to) because Goodlookings job IS so amazing.

I can learn to be a better homemaker and build my skill base of cooking and couponing.

I have time to listen to me and not screaming in my ears.

AND i don't have to be around the drama that comes from living in my home town and knowing what is going on from time to time.

MY GOAL:: appreciate and learn!